Hi, I'm Shibil — a researcher turned investor based in Chennai. I work at Speciale Invest, a pre-seed/seed deeptech VC firm in India, where I lead deals across biotech, space, defense, and semiconductors.

I write about biology, AI, and deeptech investing at Atoms & Cells — a newsletter at the intersection of where biology and physics become companies. Earlier essays live on Medium.

I've published investment theses on synthetic biology, deeptech in India, and the Deeptech 2.0 thesis on why the next decade of venture returns will be built on atoms, not bits. The writing archive has everything else — gene therapy economics, platform biotech, the BIOSECURE Act, AI in drug discovery.

Outside of work: I train seriously — gym, boxing, yoga, swimming, in pursuit of a triathlon. I read across history, philosophy, and science fiction. I write poems occasionally. There's a bookshelf of things I'd recommend.

To see what I'm doing right now, check the now page. For more about me — the full arc from biophysics thesis to femtech startup to Singapore biotech to VC — read the about page. Or just say hi.


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About

I currently work at Speciale Invest, a pre-seed/seed VC firm in India focused on deeptech — startups solving harder problems in science and technology. I'm a researcher turned investor, and it has been an interesting journey.

Born and raised in a small town in Kerala in a joint family, my grandfather was my everything. He was a teacher, entrepreneur, social worker, and visionary — I learned the world through him. He instilled in me a deep sense of curiosity and a passion for making a difference in the world. I don't think any of my achievements would have been possible without him.

During my time at IISER, I had the chance to explore interdisciplinary fields across science, math, and computer science. I nerded out completely on Feynman, Sapolsky, and the wonderful world of science. I ended up majoring in biological sciences and doing my master's thesis in biophysics — understanding the traction forces of cells. I was always passionate about interdisciplinary fields, or maybe I was just bored with core sciences.

After IISER, I worked as a JRF in a biomechanics lab at IISc, but felt that success in research was primarily measured by the number of papers published. I wanted to make an immediate impact. So by late 2020, I started my own startup in women's healthcare — solutions for PCOS. Despite initial traction, I faced scaling issues without a female co-founder and had to shut it down in January 2022.

In early 2022, I was offered the position of operations manager at a Singapore-based biotech startup called TeOra. I built an operational network in India, created contracts with three national institutes and other CROs, hired and mentored people, and completed animal trials under the estimated time and cost. But life became so monotonous to the point I couldn't find the joy in doing things. So I took a career break — trying to understand what I should do actually.

That led me to multiple avenues: finance, coding, AI. Like someone said, when you are clueless — act. I was just absorbing knowledge as much as I could. This led me to start writing blogs, because now I had a lot of things to say to the world and no audience. These ripples helped me find Speciale and my place in this world.

Outside of work: I read widely across history, fiction, philosophy, and science. I train seriously — gym, boxing, yoga, swimming, in pursuit of a triathlon. I write at Atoms & Cells. Based in Chennai, originally from Kerala.


Timeline
2014–19IISER Kolkata · BS-MS Biological Sciences
2019–20JRF, Biomechanics Lab · IISc Bangalore
2020–22Founder · Inarihealth (femtech, PCOS)
2022–23Operations Lead · TeOra Biotech, Singapore
2023Career break · learning, writing, figuring it out
2024–nowInvestment Analyst · Speciale Invest, Chennai

Anti-Resume

I'm very proud of my failures, more than my successes, because every time I failed I grew in some way or form. And I firmly believe the only failure is not failing enough.

Writing

Published at
Thesis
Poems

Written at different points. Some when I had everything figured out, most when I didn't.

Road to Home
I yearn for the road that leads me home, Where I once collected pebbles in my palms, Spoke to dragonflies as if they'd answer, Mud roads alive with whispers and laughter. The biggest worry was a hungry belly, And the fiercest villain wore a teacher's smile, But happiness bloomed in a 1-rupee sipups, The earth beneath my feet, bare and carefree. Is it the home I miss, Or the innocence that trembled beneath banyan trees? Was it the branches that haunted me, Or the shadows I'd outgrow? Does my mother's kitchen still smell the same, Or was it my hunger that shifted with time? The bed wasn't cushioned, my meals weren't calorie counted, Sipups weren't as refined as Japanese matchas, But back then, it cradled a heart light as air, made me happy, unbundled, Untouched by the weight of knowing too much. What have I become? I chase the road that twists through my memory, Wondering if I'm seeking a place Or the child who believed That dragonflies and pebbles were enough To fill the world with magic. Oh, I wonder, how far my innocence has gone, And whether I'll ever find that barefoot boy again.
Introvert
Oh dear life I was lonely, But claimed it was my way— An introvert, an identity I swayed, In shadows I chose to stay. Never laughed too loud, Never dressed too strange, Kept my thoughts locked tight, Afraid of their gaze's range. I hid from laughing my heart out, For fear of looking weak, Held back every burst of life, So no one could critique. Yet deep within, a whisper stirred— The truth, too sharp to flee, That all the brightest souls I knew Were chained, just like me. Afraid of being ridiculous, We caged our inner fire, Masters of intellect, Yet bound by silent mire. For life, as Dostoevsky said, Is bitter in this fight— To turn from inner light. We hide from joy, we hide from pain, Afraid of life's wild kiss, And in the quiet of our pride, We drown in our abyss. So laugh with your hearts, Love without fear, Life's beauty waits for those who dare To truly see and hear.
You ♥
If I begin again, right from the start, Could I somehow find a place in your heart? Though I stutter or search for the right words, Will you see beyond the battles, past my swords? I always pause before my heart's laid bare, Will you hear the unspoken, if you care? If I sing you lullabies soft and true, Will you find your home, somewhere in me too? On a quiet evening, tea for two, If I bring roses, just for you, With bangles bright red, a gift to wear, Would you flaunt them without a care? There's something I've longed to say to you, Could you wait for me just a moment or two? If I begin again, right from the start, And tell you I love your voice, your art, Will you sing me songs to call my own? Could I, in you, find a place to call home? I sulk at times, but please don't mind, Could I be your man, steady and kind? The one who stands behind, through it all, Will you catch me when I start to fall?
Wallflower
Wallflowers, why are you so pretty? In this world so harsh and gritty Sprouting from cracks unseen, Who notices your quiet beauty? Blooming without duty. A shy smile, a gentle nod, As crowds rush by, a human flood Wallflowers, there you stand Unnoticed, yet so grand Wallflowers all, in stone or skin, I'm sorry I've passed you, unseeing You remind us, in silent ways, That beauty's here, quietly being
Depression
All I wanted was peace, "Just be silent!" I shouted. A facade, all I craved was silence, Oh, you uninvited. Through my cracks you seep and crawl, Despite my patches on the wall. Everything feels so heavy, so gray, I fake a smile, day by day. Sad and gloomy, I'm weathering in Who are you, this force within? Why do you haunt my every breath I see my death, a happy deadend. All I plea is to leave me be, Why have you made a home in me? I can't remember who I am, Maybe I'll never know...

More coming

More poems, personal essays, and reflections on life, identity, and what it means to be from where I'm from. Coming when they're ready.

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Books

Podcasts

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Updated March 2026 · Chennai

In flight

  • Closing the Nucleovir IC — AI-designed oncolytic virus platform for solid tumors
  • Running diligence on Sthyr Energy (zinc-air battery, co-investment)
  • Writing monthly at Atoms & Cells

Reading

  • Ibn Khaldun, Braudel — civilization-scale patterns, the long arcs
  • Science fiction as a thinking tool — the genre that takes ideas seriously

Training

Gym, boxing, yoga, swimming — rotating seriously. In pursuit of a triathlon. The body as a system to optimize, not a background process.

Thinking about

The intersection of biology and AI — where the real leverage points are, and what it would take to build something durable at that boundary.

Writing

Social

Say hello

Open to conversations on deeptech, biotech investing, or anything at the intersection of biology and capital. Also happy to talk history, poetry, and philosophy.

Reach me at [email protected] or on Twitter.